I’m on my own…
My parents don’t even live in this state at all & I’m not even living with family.. it’s scary
It forces me to realize that I’m seriously in control. If I don’t do anything, I will sooner be out on my ass and just be a dead end job working bum. It’s terrifying.
I’m looking at schools, my options have shrunk so much, because only I can pay for college. My mom can’t help me, my family can’t help me, just me saving up on my own. It’s so scary. 16 units a semester for spring/summer/fall straight, ugh, I feel like I would break down from all the stress.
I’ve wasted so much time already. I just want my bachelors & masters already, I want to stop feeling like a bum. I can’t just can’t conjure up money though…..waaaah